Source

My Happiness does not lie in being with you.
It lies in yours.

Audience

Even pretense is an art.

I seem to have mastered it.

Of all, I deceive myself the best !

Wish

You grappled the large blue suitcase from me

and climbed the long laborious narrow steps.

You switched the suitcase between your hands.

You held it with you all along the perlious path.

Did you know ?

All the while I wished, I was the baggage !

Once again !

I wish I can go back in time.

I want to sit in you cozy cushioned lap
and play with your flamingo pink lips.
I want to kiss your creamy milk cheek
Without inviting the world’s prey eyes.
I want you to carry me in your angelic
waist all the time.

Once again I want to be your baby.

A baby who can remember her actions.

Why.

I never ever loved for how great you are.
I always loved you for how great you made me feel.

Decision

It was only when the 28 minutes melted like 2 minutes
I realized how much I still love you.

But the past is forcing my heart to listen to my head.
I don't know what to do !

Rescue

I know it is inappropriate of me to come and meet you.
Also I never had the nerve to take this daring initiative.
Sometimes when I manage to overpower with courage,
I find all the responsibilities and promises stopping me.

Why don’t you empathize with me and grace a visit.
Hold me in your elusive hands and take me to a far
far away land of peace, Oh Death !!